Over-rated or under- this depression?

My years that I claim have developed a mature bone in me clearly says – I cannot afford depression. I happily accept it though. There have been moments when I could easily wither under its impression and gnaw away. But happily, maturity takes a stand. And I then struggle. But after the ordeal is over…

What writing has done to me

Writing makes me accountable, makes me responsible. It has been nearly 2-3 years I had been thinking of starting a blog. I have been running away from a notion that I may not be technically sound to do that – no, not the computer or the laptop but my writing. I first thought ‘tomorrow’. Then I…

respect in self – at what levels?

Sometimes I feel it is not even in our hands – this self-respect. the gain and loss of it! OR, is it just the mere hype of social networking that has overborne the significance. Self-respect: Pride and confidence in oneself; a feeling that one is behaving with honor and dignity. There are moments in lives when one may loose it. But please…

Unconditional Wants

  when i woke up did i want to continue dreaming of the beauty i saw in eyes the beauty of love of compassion of the selfness outpours of the unconditional world.   reality brought me back to reality every word every look secret or open has a reason behind – some of desperation –…

Being what you want

There is a real meaning in this than being just a fancy (or not so fancy) sentence. ie; ‘Being’ what you actually want. Have you thought what you actually want or do all those thoughts of yours get weighted by what people around you want ( a boarder spectrum is the ‘world’) Your choice career…

A Closure; then another Closure

Somethings keep lingering. Against the wish of our mind. But inclining to the secret wishes of your heart. Or may I put it this way – secret anchors inside your heart. These anchors pull down every logic and strength your mind produces. We cannot then stay from the very things that reverse our process of…

Lost to be Killed – Synopsis

synopsis: She wakes up one day to find not just the warm rays flowing in through wide window panes – but she doesn’t know who she is and why she doesn’t know that. Minutes later, in her dizziness to shake back memory into her, few people are bustling around the house, going about as casual…

Hoping Hope

As unnoticed as breathe goes, as unnoticed as the flower that withers in its beautiful beds, as unnoticed as the revolution of our planet to us – Is the stretch of our hope in which we live. Every twinkle the eye blinks- every mold of cheek rosy from unspoken pleasures- every echo of laughter- every…

The Game

I threw a game The dog ran fast to fetch it. Back came the game.   I want to loose the game. Not too old or young for the game. The sense and taste now carves for things that once felt never could make a beautiful picture.   Dawn of truth- how vain and effortless surfacing…

I Saw & Smiled at the Pain

When writing the last article – I felt good. But to put my good feelings to test, I was made to go through some bad moments the last couple of days. How did I react? My next couple of hours went in immersed confusion and sadness and anger and hurt. But even in between tears, I…

Why so much hype about negativity?

How would you cope up with negativity – intense or a teaser – that comes your way OR persistently exists around you? Take a moment to think but first this – Do you ever or never emit negativity yourself for circumstances or people around you? Some ‘rare’ of you don’t. And it is a brave and…

ME

There has to be a ME! To give birth to anything else In existence born before or after ME.       Further from that truth, it is Not ME, who never saw, nor understood, The essence of Truth! So it is important For me To care for ME The way ‘me’ would care for…